Mentally and physically drained

I don't know if it's the weather or if I've been working a little too much but I am tired. So tired. Sometimes I wish I didn't have to get out of bed at all. I just wanna sleep without any alarms going off, phone calls, parents knocking on my door to wake me up. I just want to sleep for 12 - 15 hours and wake up feeling good about sleeping away half of my day. But unfortunately, that will not happen. Not until this semester ends.

I'm pretty sure I'm mentally drained. I took a nap today and this is a rare occasion because I don't allow myself to nap in the evening. Totally not coohl. After waking up, I still felt like death with legs. After eating whatever I could find, I found the energy to lift my ass off the couch and continue work. Need to finish Theories essay by tonight and email it to Dr. Usama! Argh. I screwed up my draft. If I don't get A for Theories then this semester will be my worse semester to date.

Here's some of the crap I submitted recently. Barely any modelling work this semester. SUCKS BALLSACK.


Okay I'm pretty happy with this layout but I assume my marks are low because Dr. Usama is strict with marks and all.


Here's my crap of a submission for B. Services.


I am truly ashamed to call it my own.


So far, the funnest subject this semester; because there's like, NO STRESS. <3

To be honest, I'll be happy if I just get Bs for most of my subjects (except for F&C. If I get a B for that, I might just shoot someone). I know I've screwed up my Studio since this semester's standards are fucking difficult to reach. I have no hope for B. Services because I feel like I just cincai did whatever and submitted my work. B. Structures, I'll be lucky to get a C. Feels like Add Maths all over again. =_= Like I said, this semester sucks ballsack. Fucking frustrating and beyond stressful. I AM IN DIRE NEED OF A VACATION.

I can't wait to fly off to South Africa. CAPE TOWNNNNN! <3 I don't care if I'll be travelling alone with my mom. Being in Cape Town will buffer out all her nagging and complaints. I can't wait to photograph EVERYTHING. SHOP. EAT BILTONG AND CHEESE POPCORN. Omg I miss Cape Town so much. I'm working hard to finish my work early so that I can hand in everything on an earlier date. External is on the 6th of December but I have to submit on the 30th of November because I'm flying off on the 4th. Whatever it takes for me to have a great time in Cape Town. <3

Another awesome thing to look forward to is that after short semester, I have 2 months of holiday. 2 BLOODY MONTHS OF FREEDOM. CAN YOU HEAR THE HALLELUJAH CHOIR SINGING. OMFG. I can't wait I can't wait I can't wait!