Legs feel like jelly

Abandoned my blorg for a bit there. Haha. I've been experiencing a lot of ups and downs lately - stress, pride, depression. I'm surprised I'm still standing strong at this moment.

I've been stressed lately with assignments (of course) since it's the last month of the semester, the assignments seem like they will never end or some shit liddat but I know they will and when they do, life will be sweet for a short period of time until the next semester tortures me again.

Anyway, recently finished up 1 major assignment and 1 final studio crit session. I have one last tutorial session for studio tomorrow then I'm on my own sigh. Anyway, the Bcons assignment went well. Could've gone better but, water under the bridge.


Super proud of the model, despite the flaws that not many people see haha. It was difficult to construct and took a lot of time but we managed and hopefully it's good enough to at least get us an A-.


My whole class (almost) and our gorgeous models! xD

Anyway, yesterday was our internal crit session and it was technically a silent crit where we display our presentation boards and the lecturers vandalize our perfectly printed boards and leave their remarks and grades on it. I'm extremely proud of myself because I'm the only one (apparently) who got an A- in class. WTF hahaha omg fucking stoked. Finally something good happened to me!







These are my simple boards. Happy happy (:

But happy things come to an end when suddenly your heart is crushed by the most unforgettable of all dilemmas in the world. The quotation for my HD's data recovery arrived that night and ... it costs an arm and a leg to recover 3 years of my hardwork. I don't have that type of money and I don't want to ask my mom or dad to pay for a severe problem that was potentially caused by me without me knowing, so whart do I do?

I need to make sacrifices. And whart do I sacrifice? The only thing I could at this very moment of desperation ... my DSLR. ): Makes me feel so sad. Regardless of it being a Nikon, I really love it, but ... there's no choice. I need the money. I'm trying to sell off whatever I can, actually, but I don't know if it'll be enough sigh. Hope for the best I guess. )8

So here I am now ... on the couch ... thinking of whart to do. Especially with the personal financial crisis I'm currently facing ... sigh.

OH WELL.

Hope for the best.