Everything is sinking in, slowly. My social life has been ripped away in a matter of seconds - but I'm not upset about it. I'm terrified actually. If you saw my life for the next 4 months (which, I tell you, will seem like FOREVER on our side), you would feel like banging your head against the wall and as Edward Norton once said in the Fight Club, "... paint the wall with my brain".
Goodbye comfortable 8 - 12 hour beauty sleep, goodbye shopping, goodbye besties, goodbye family, goodbye normal eating habits, goodbye vegetables, goodbye blorg, goodbye Tumblr, goodbye lovable cats, goodbye cooking shows, goodbye anime, goodbye goodbye GOODBYE.
Hello materials, hello money for materials, hello fast food, hello 1 - 5 hours of sleep, hello cavewoman hair, hello STUDIO3 BCON2 BSCIENCE1 COMP APP2 ASIAN ARC, hello studio tables, hello campus, hello no parking, hello ridiculously cold air-conditioning, hello pimples, HELLO HELLO HELLO AND DIE.
When you see me again this July, my eye bags would have tripled in length, my hair colour would be uneven, the hair on my head would be long enough to be a scarf, face would have aged by 10 years, fatigue level would have increased, digestion would have been abnormal, period cramps would probably disappear due to irregular sleeping hours and weird nutrition consumption ... Sigh.
The good thing is, I will take up this challenge. No matter whart, I need to do well. Sacrifices must be made for a life of luxury in the future. A LOT OF SACRIFICES. But it doesn't matter. Whatever happens, happens. I just have to keep my CGPA up and that would be good enough. Folios must be awesome, AWESOME. I don't think I'll have time to do extra-curricular activities to prettify my folio for this semester though but I'm sure my folio would be thick enough. Haha!
For semester 3, I will not work at home any more (unless it's for a report but even so, quit doing it at home and do it in campus). The studio is my new home (again). My laptop must not die. I must concentrate and finish all work on time. Cut down all television time, cut down anything FUN. Time to bring out the inner workaholic within me. No more playing around. For 4 months, I must sacrifice my friends, leisures, my boyf and anything that will make me feel like playing and replace it with having fun doing assignments (especially studio).
I CAN DO THIS. YES I CAN.
Oh juniors. You don't know whart you're getting yourself into. SERIOUSLY.
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